-Bye 2006-
It’s the fifth day of a brand new year 2007, hoping the very best in this new year. Saying goodbye to 2006, the worst year i’ve ever had during the past 20 years life. From the failure in the relationship which i hated myself so much for being so f*cking dumb (hey..thank you for hurting me so much and i learned not to believe people easily BECAUSE OF YOU..you know that i’m talking about YOU, yea..it’s YOU!!!) to the part of my beloved grandma. Life has been so sorrow and miserable for the entire year. Stop thinking that i’m tough! I’m not tough nor strong. It’s just the protective mask that I put on to undisclose the fragility of mine. I’m just an ordinary girl who need a shoulder to cry on whenever I have problem to confide in. Perhaps my acting improved to another higher extent I have been acting too greatly, nobody discovers this…
January 4th, 2007 at 11:57 am
我要开炮炸你gao gao~!唉，算了吧，前车之鉴，后事之师..懂吗？新的一年，开心一些，宽容一点…不开心时可随时找我或电邮给我啦~我一定会睬(踩)你的…在我不忙的前提下..要不然就将所有不开心吞下肚子去，那就饱了，饱了就不必吃了，可达到减肥的效果~还有的是，面具不刚你戴的，因为没有你脸那么大的面具，有的话都应该很贵或不划算，所以还是别戴好…作回原本的自己，不需要修饰，掩饰…化妆…哈哈…开心就笑，笑到 ki siao…伤心就哭，哭到脱裤…岂不是好很多？ 对了，新的一年，新的身材啊~!! =p
January 4th, 2007 at 1:34 pm
cynthia, sim tia…
was checking my mail n noticed u got a new blog posted (so rare). so i came to check out.
aih…expressing ur feelings thru blog is a kinda stress releasing method 4 u i guess in which it’s a good thing but u’re damn stubborn (which u r all da time)n pls la, ppl hv to move forward la, dun think of da past ny. try to think of da future, wat’s passed is passed.
i oso try not to think too much dy, wana go to the temple n be a monk dy.
hong jek si sek, sek jek si hong.
anyway, hope dat ur ‘new year wish’ can come true.
try to forgive and pls dun let da child in u disappear.
oops, look at da time, ok. enuf.
au revoir.
p/s: actually ur acting is not as good as u thought it was, at least some do realize wat u’re going thru.c’mon baby cheer up!
January 4th, 2007 at 6:45 pm
hi,HNY..accidently click on ur blog haha then just read it, well i just wanna tell u “dun look back in angle”…u never know there is some1 life is more worse than u but they still need to stay with it…so those already pass just forget bout it..2006 for me also not a good year but i’ll still proceed my life n waiting till the best it’s come…haha talk lot nonsense..anywhere enjoy the life u had now…cheers !!
January 5th, 2007 at 4:28 pm
work like u don’t need the money; love like u hav not been hurt; dance like nobody is watching.
be urself, never let anyone take away ur smile.
cheer darling …
January 6th, 2007 at 10:28 am
ng tat loo..sure you can happy la..not me wooo…anyway..i’m glad to see you are happy and blissful~
January 6th, 2007 at 10:32 am
yes..peisiah…just be myself…dun bother about how people think about me..do whatever i want to..yea yea…all the best while you are in UK…i’ll be missing you..
January 6th, 2007 at 7:30 pm
Learn to forget…..
There are people that can’t ever forget what ever had happen, but someone always forget what that was happen in their past.
*1st type:If a person cannot forget those sad moment in their memories their life will be very difficult and unhappy.
*2nd type:Those that always forget will cause people feel difficulty and hv to remind and to complete the job that suppose he should do …
*3rd type:If you can learn to forget those unhappy and left back the sweet moment, then you life will be as colorful as a rainbow …
Hope that you will be the 3rd type
February 3rd, 2007 at 1:50 am
He hurt you shows he ain’t good man nor a gentleman..kick this sad away from you and to be who the real you are.Love is not worth for a pain instead it is a sweet and memorable in everyones life. You will never meet new guyz if the bad does not go.be smart gal.byez
February 22nd, 2007 at 7:43 pm
Just enjoy your what’s is in your soul, and then learn from it. Every lesson worth something.